Pain : The Sum of Regret

I am made of nothing but my past mistakes

My body is a hollow shell

And I am anchored to it

While a cold numbness swallows me whole

Imagine a world of endless snow and frost

That is where you will find me

Wandering away from the light

I am stuck in a place where there are no colors

Only shades of grey

My vision is failing

It feels like a night that will never end

The world keeps tearing pieces of me away

Until there is nothing left

I am all alone

I can hear the "nothingness" calling my name

It hits me in waves

As regular as a ticking clock

I am trapped in this empty

Frozen wasteland

I feel like I am floating outside of my own body

Drifting on a river of ice

My eyes are clouded

My hands are withered and numb

Yet they burn from the extreme cold

​I have spent too much time

Staring into the dark hole of my own mind

I have lost track of day and night

I am searching for something beyond the light

Something hidden in the shadows

Between black and white

But the more I look

The more I realize I am becoming nothing

I am just a memory of regret

I am lost in time

I feel nothing

I am standing on the edge

Where different worlds crash together

Lost in an infinite dream that has turned into a prison Please, remind me what it feels like to be human again Wash me clean of this empty, soulless life.

Let the ice take me, or let the dream end