Pain : Purgatory

​I am fading away

The real world keeps moving on without me

But I am stuck here, becoming an empty space

Spending time alone

picking up scraps of the life we used to share

These quick, dying memories are all you left for me

I am no longer a man or a god; I am just a whisper,

A ghost locked in a cage of time

This middle-place is rotting my mind

Leaving me to wander until I eventually vanish

​I will never be the same person I was

When you left, you didn't just go away

You took a piece of my soul with you

Now, I am left alone with my fears

I see your face over and over again

But you are always just out of reach

Even here, in the world of my dreams, I am drifting away Without you, this entire universe I built has no meaning

​After everything I have built

After all the pain I have suffered

And after all the power I tried to hold

Will I just disappear?

Will I blow away like a ghost in the wind?

I feel like a fading memory

Or like the world you left behind

Was nothing more than a dream that is now ending

I am letting go of the lie that I could ever be perfect

​I am an empty room

A broken fragment

A lonely sound echoing through time

This purgatory is eating everything I am

I am begging for just one more look at you

The world I created is falling apart

It is disintegrating because the heart of it is gone

I am falling, I am fading, and soon

There will be nothing left of me at all

I will disappear