Pain : Lost in The Mind's Eye

​I can’t feel my body anymore as I slowly drift away.
It feels like my old life is being ripped out of me.
The world I knew is changing 
As fast as pages turning in a book
I tell myself I will be powerful
Like the sun or a god—but really
I am just a dreamer stuck inside a worried mind
My feelings are becoming stiff and fake

I’m left wondering: Is this the end of my life, or just the start of a new one? Is this a dream I can control, or a nightmare I can’t?

​My heart and soul feel heavy
And my body has gone cold
I feel like I’m crashing back down to earth
I’m lost in this dream-world and I am scared
I want to be free from this nightmare
But the walls feel like they are closing in
I can’t escape
My fears are coming to life right in front of me
I feel numb, and I’m losing touch with what is real

I start to see things that feel familiar
But they are just hallucinations
That make me feel dizzy and out of control
This world has no rules
And seems like it’s headed for a crash
I’m caught in a "fever dream"
Where I’ve forgotten who I am
​But then, everything changes.
As I fall, the world comes to life.

I finally realize the truth: this entire world isn't a real place I'm trapped in—it is just a projection coming from my own mind.